Organizing my Heart

And

So

Thanks for the memories, dear.

But it doesn’t change the fact that thanks to you,

You see,

When we were together, we never seem to sleep. It was only until you left that ‘I’m tired’ became my answer to everything.

I thought it was fine; Perfectly normal. And now, 

There is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts.

Most of the time cutting was trail and error. After all,

Or in my case, where to cut.

Oh love,

I wanted  it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.

But you hurt so terribly that

Just to cope with the pain.

You see-

But still

Farewells and Candid Cameras

Once again a very delayed post because this event happened at the end of last month and it’s Good Friday but first,

Happy Good Friday, guys!

Okay. So.

I’m kind of sad so many of my colleagues left at the end of last month. It made my work a little harder to bare because I had no one to comfortably harass(?) and talk to when I’m running around the office doing print jobs and what not. Good thing I’m already just done with my contract so it’s all good!

While I’m off celebrating with my friends, here are some pictures of my now-ex director’s farewell.

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Eco-Office Presentation Ceremony 2014

So… I’m really late posting this up because this kind of happened last month (LOL) but I was too busy to post anything. Honestly, I’ve been too busy to do anything at all but that’s for another post altogether.

Funny sorry, I actually had more pictures than this in my phone but I accidentally deleted them before I uploaded everything onto wordpress so now I’m left with these few. :(

Oh well. For memory’s sake, I guess.

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We had a running joke going on that the corporate tee made us all look like nurse, cleaners, ITE students (me) and carpark attendants.

Like if you agree :x
Cherie

Clarity – Zedd ft Foxes

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks ’till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don’t speak as I try to leave cause we both know what we’ll choose
If you pulled and I push too deep then I’ll fall right back to you

Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

12 Days of Hell to go

So my other colleague/friend finished her contract recently and after she left my life at work has gone something like

Mainly because my workload has practically doubled since she left. I had to take over her and help doesn’t come in till after I leave. So technically I’m working the load of two people right now. Well, three because she was working the load of two before she left. GDI, SYAFFY. WHY LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE?! I KNOW YOU CAN READ THIS, COME BACK.

*ahem*

Afew things off my head that I an list that I have to do daily (or I will never finish):

  • Mail merge and
  • Data logging for above merge
  • Survey form keying
  • Certificate and letter generation for my assigned department
  • Certificate and letter generation for another department
  • Printing of Certificate and Letter for both departments
  • Packing of to-be-mailed-out letters and certificates
  • Fabrication of FB tips weekly

Let’s just say I’m already struggling with the survey form part and I have random stuff thrown at me almost everyday. Things like calling companies up and collateral counting, etc. The calling part is a bitch, really.

Funny thing, I kinda saw all this coming but still I’m like

I mean I knew my workload was gonna get bad but not this bad. It’s so horrible that the first day she left, I had three people come to me to ask me to do said random stuff while they could clearly see that I was busy rushing survey forms. I had to sit there being all polite and when they left I was all

Caption: Okay, I’m fucked.

Honestly, I’m so tempted to pull something like


But I’d probably get fired and not paid. Plus my name wouldn’t exactly be good in the environmental sector. A.K.A my sector.

So all that I can to do now is just

It may look funny, but really it’s not. :\
Oh well, 12 days of work to go before my contract is finally up.

Sigh
Cherie