Routine


Today is Sunday and as much as I dread the hours it possesses, my only comfort is that it will all come to pass.
And tomorrow will be Monday and as fast it goes, Tuesday I am back where I started, pining for another day of supposed peace. 
My days are spent waiting for nothing in particular. Patiently waiting for something I cannot see. It gets under my skin, this pointlessness. 

I wish I could cut it out; remove it. But it is elusive, as I tear my skin apart looking for it.

Autopilot 


Falling back to basics;
Back into stasis.
Surrendered control.

Why am I doing this?
It doesn’t matter,
Not now, not anymore;
At least not for a little while longer.

Because it’s the only thing that works,
It just does.

I can’t sleep.
Then again I don’t remember a time I could-
Close my eyes and hope for a better day.
As I always do,

A sinner praying for a miracle.
Stuck in an endless loop of
Autopilot.

你,好不好?-周興哲

是不是 還那麼愛遲到
Shi bu shi hai na me ai chi dao
熬夜工作又睡不好
Ao ye gong zuo you shui bu hao
等你 完成你的目標
Deng ni wan cheng ni de mu biao
要戒掉逞強的嗜好
Yao jie diao cheng qiang de shi hao

都怪我 把自尊放太高
Dou guai wo bai zi zun fang tai gao
沒有把你照顧好
Mei you ba ni zhao gu hao
驕傲 是脆弱的外表
Jiao ao shi cui ruo de wai biao
最怕我的心你不要
Zui pa wo de xin ni bu yao

能不能繼續 對我哭 對我笑 對我好
Neng bu neng ji xu dui wo ku dui wo xiao dui wo hao
繼續讓我 為你想 為你瘋 陪你老
Ji xu rang wo wei ni xiang wei ni feng pei ni lao
你好不好 好想知道
Ni hao bu hao hao xiang zhi dao
別急著把回憶都丟掉
Bie ji zhe ba hui yi du diu diao

我只需要你 在身邊 陪我吵 陪我鬧
Wo zhi xu yao ni zai shen bian pei wo chao pei wo nao
用好的我 把過去 壞的我 都換掉
Yong hao de wo ba guo qu huai de wo dou huan diao
好想聽到 你堅決說愛我
Hao xiang ting dao ni jian jue shuo ai wo
可惜回不去那一秒
Ke xi hui bu qu na yi miao
你好不好?
Ni hao bu hao

天知道 我快要受不了
Tian zhi dao wo kuai yao shou bu liao
後悔鑽進心裡燒
Hou hui zuan jin xin li shao
擁抱 再多一次就好
Yong bao zai duo yi ci jiu hao
你要的我都做得到
Ni yao de wo dou zuo de dao

能不能繼續 對我哭 對我笑 對我好
Neng bu neng ji xu dui wo ku dui wo xiao dui wo hao
繼續讓我 為你想 為你瘋 陪你老
Ji xu rang wo wei ni xiang wei ni feng pei ni lao
給你的好 還要不要
Gei ni de hao hai yao bu yao
答案我卻不敢揭曉
Da an wo que bu gan jie xiao

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我只需要你 在身邊 陪我吵 陪我鬧
Wo zhi xu yao ni zai shen bian pei wo chao pei wo nao
別用離開教我 失去的人最重要
Bie yong li kai jiao wo shi qu de ren zui chong yao
別說 你曾經愛過我
Bie shuo ni ceng jing ai guo wo
讓我們回到那一秒
Rang wo men hui dao na yi miao
你好不好
Ni hao bu hao

能不能繼續 對我哭 對我笑 對我好
Neng bu neng ji xu dui wo ku dui wo xiao dui wo hao
繼續讓我 為你想 為你瘋 陪你老
Ji xu rang wo wei ni xiang wei ni feng pei ni lao
你好不好 我好想知道
Ni hao bu hao wo hao xiang zhi dao
別急著把我的愛丟掉
Bie ji zhe ba wo de ai diu diao

Good Day – The Click Five

I woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go.
I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I`m freaking out, about what’s ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
‘Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day.

I quit my job about a week ago
Told ’em that I need some time.
Now I`m going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I`m doing fine.
I`m freaking out about what’s ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
‘Cause it’s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day

Just when I thought I couldn`t lose
I realized that it’s the only thing I knew

I`m freaking out about what’s ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
‘Cause it’s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There’s always something in the way

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day

You`re gonna have a good day

You`re gonna have a good day

Brick roads

Of poems I hold close to my heart,
No more a reminder but a lesson learnt.

A stepping stone to a brighter future;
Of growth.