This post is dedicated to Dominique, the only person who can take all my childishness, puns and cold jokes. There is a special pedestal in Heaven for people like you, bless your soul.
Yes, we had a pun-tastic thyme.
Heard this on the net the other day and thought of you. I downloaded the entire discography after I listened to this song, actually. I can’t help but think you’d like it too and how this may be the only way I can show it to you.
I’m not sure why but it sounds very nostalgic and it reminded me of you. Like this song is you, ohmigad.
Just thought it was a good time to thank you again for trying so hard for me back then and probably apologies for being so stupid it might as well be a sin.
Hope the music soothes you, you can find the discography on torrents easily enough and I hope everything is okay at your side. Well, somewhat okay.
[I’m so mad]
The passive aggressive rant:
I’m so mad. People tell me it’s impossible to be nocturnal and that it’s probably how I managed to screw my body clock up so badly. But it doesn’t explain how my eyes light up at 7pm once the sun sets while I’m on double the dosage of drowsy medication, or how my strength magically triples as mignight approaches.
I’m so mad. Everyone made me believe that waking up early in the morning was a sign of growing up. But if that’s the case then I’m still a child because even 10pm knock outs reap 2pm wakes.
I’m so mad. Because I love the night so much yet I am constantly separated from it by fatigue. No more conversations with the moon or staring out the window and feeling the crisp night time breeze in my hair; no more counting the stars while the world sleeps. All to show everyone that I am more than just a sleep deprived teenager.
I’m so mad. I gave up a life I was so comfortable in and thrived, for one where I wake up feeling like death. One with no fulfillment, paved with dread. To return to a home squared down to a bath, bed and closet.
I am so mad at myself, I really am.
Look at that picture. I tried so hard to make my eyes look bigger with whatever I had in my make up drawer because I was supposed to buy thicker false lashes
but I didn’t as well as get circle lenses which I didn’t have time to get excuses. Anywho, I think I did a pretty decent job because I managed to turn out like this:
Totally using this as my cos-card photo… when I actually get to making a cos-card that is. If anyone is wondering, I’m cosplaying Rin Tohsaka from Fate/Stay Night. I forgot where the slash is.
And so with a face full of make up, the shameless camwhoring begins:
I left this picture on my dad’a wall as a Father’s day wish because I’m a dumbass like that.
I met Nii-san below my block and we were off to meet Vivi and Dom for CharaExpo.
We saw this set of Saber and Rin nendroids and decided to get it as our extreme otaku friendship band. He likes Saber and I like Rin…
While we walked around, I caught sight of my husband in blue and totally fangirled.
Nii said this picturewas extremely funny because I kept a straight face all the way till he counted to 3 before I struck this extremely fangirl pose that made a few passerbys laugh.
He also said it was funny cause they were my favs to put into a yaoi together.
Here’s Dom and Vivi in their sickeningly sweet and slightly nauseating couple cosplay of Eggsy and Gazelle from Kingsman.
Still, I can’t get over my eye make up.
Something new we found at this convention was water balloon fishing. I got really excited because these were the things you saw in mangas. I expected it to be slightly harder to hook (the balloons) but I got my pink one so fast Vivi and Dom didn’t notice I was gone till a twacked Dom in the face with my pink ball of awesome.
Here’s a selfie was a face I made when i turned on my camera and actually looked good for once when it was already on front facing.
The event itself wasn’t very big (though it did have a wrestling ring in it) so I took my own photos. Or at least Nii did.
Somewhere along the line of things, we realized that the slight glare was coming from my camera because it was cracked. Before anyone says anything, no, it is definitely not because I’m ugly, okay. In fact, I’m majestic as fuck.
So here are our faces when we found out. Also because we haven’t had our breakfast and we’re starving while Dom and Vivi met and talked to their friends like newly weds.
We had Maccas in celebration of the curry sauce finally making it’s reappearance. I didn’t know they had spicy nuggets now! But I still prefer the normal onces.
Here are more selfies because I sat beside the window and the lighting was hella good.
And just when you don’t know what to expect at a new convention, you find your childhood walking around without his twin.
Another selfie. I started taking more because I saw an awesome cos-card and was all. I NEED TO MAKE ONE BUT I DONT HAVE A GOOD PICTURE. So please internet, help me choose.
Schedule was tight for the day, since Nii and I were going out for dinner at night for cheeeeeeeese. We ended up cabbing everywhere for the day. To our dismay, the cab stand was desolate and cabs only turned in at the frequency of people hiring taxis to get to the mall. I thought my make up would melt off in the heat.
Over at Wine Collection, I had Raclette for the first time ever and it was so good. 11/10 would probably choose it over sex when I actually decide to give up to someone.
I mean look at it. Wow. I would have totally licked those plates at the bottom but I just met Nii-san’s cousin and I didn’t want to scare her…yet.
Eeeeeehnyway, I had the greatest day out. So much fun, too many good pictures and such great food. Kinda-maybe made the week of utter abuse at the cafe seem rather bearable.
I feel kinda fat now. But the happy kind.